White light for Baxter..sad news:(

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That’s a lovely thought Judy, thank you. It’s been just over 25 hours, I have barely stopped crying Crying or Very sad

I went to bed early as I just wanted to curl up and sleep to blot out the hurt. I mostly watched the clock go around and thought I heard Bax tiptoe in the room as he did at night. When I did doze off I dreamt about him Crying or Very sad

Oh Linda, sorry for your loss xx

Posted: Fri Nov 17, 2017 6:47 pm

Sleep is good, sleep is healing. Time is also healing but in the short-term, sleep and good food - you must keep eating, at least something - will get you through the next few days.

Sandie, we are all holding you xx

Posted: Fri Nov 17, 2017 7:07 pm

Sandie,I have only just seen this and I am so sad to hear about Baxter.Thinking about you and sending you lots of hugs.
Fran and Polly xxxx

Posted: Fri Nov 17, 2017 8:22 pm

Oh Sandy what dreadful news. Big hugs to you and gentle nose kisses to dear Baxter. White light on full beam xxx

Please forgive me Sandy I didn't read all the posts. Sleep tight beautiful boy.

Posted: Fri Nov 17, 2017 10:51 pm

Reading this most unexpected news has devastated me. I feel for you in your loss having gone through similar not so long ago. Hugs to you as you battle to live on without him but do keep in your mind all the happy memories of the pleasure you gave each other.

Posted: Fri Nov 17, 2017 11:20 pm

Sandie please don’t feel guilty, you did your utmost for Baxter as he did for you through your difficult times. The devastation we feel is equivalent to how much we love them so I know how much you are hurting right now. Try to take care of yourself it’s what your lovely boy would want you to do.
Sending you the biggest hug xxx

Posted: Sat Nov 18, 2017 1:27 pm

Oh Sandie, I'm so sorry to read this. Crying or Very sad

x

Posted: Sat Nov 18, 2017 7:39 pm

Sandie and Doz, I hardly know what to say; I'm utterly stunned at reading your terrible news, I am so, so sorry Crying or Very sad

Baxter was in the best place at the vets, you must realise that, but waited to come back home to be with you and Doz before he felt comfortable to make the journey over the bridge. You did absolutely the best for him.

Sending my love; you will be constantly in my thoughts xxx

Posted: Sun Mar 11, 2018 10:26 pm

I have just returned after a long absence from the site and am saddened to read the heartbreaking news about Baxter. Sending love to you and Doris x

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Chook wrote:

I have just returned after a long absence from the site and am saddened to read the heartbreaking news about Baxter. Sending love to you and Doris x

Thank you Elspeth. Lovely to see you and so many others back on fbc. Just wish it was under happier circumstances:(
It’s been a difficult weekend, it would have been Bax’s birthday last Friday....the day I saw the news about Jago Sad

. Reading CJs’s posts, knowing how she felt.. wanting to write down all her thoughts and feelings in the one place where everyone understands.. it brought it all back Sad

Posted: Mon Mar 12, 2018 7:26 am

Oh! It was a bad weekend for you too, then, Sandie... Crying or Very sad

I think we are all in shock and grieving for CJ but I'll add yo to my thoughts too.

Posted: Mon Mar 12, 2018 8:57 am

Thinking of you to Sandie xxx

Posted: Mon Mar 12, 2018 9:16 am

So Sad and sorry to hear that you have lost your beautiful boy CJ and James.
I met Jago a few times at Goonhavern and always thought what a wonderful boy he was, bless his heart.
My thoughts and feelings go out to you both, run free Jago....Run free xxx

Posted: Mon Mar 12, 2018 9:42 am

Am so sorry to read this too Sandie, the weekend must have been hard for you but Baxter will always be in your heart and he knew how much he was loved..hugs to you and Doris x

Posted: Mon Mar 12, 2018 11:39 am

I have just came back on here yesterday after a very long absence after hearing about Jago and see this dreadful post aswell.

I am absolutely heartbroken for you Sandie. I fondly remember us all meeting up at Whitby and meeting your brood. It looks like a lot has changed since then Sad

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so strange that I also went to read through Bax's thread again last night Sandie after hearing the awful news about Jago.

It brings it all back Crying or Very sad

I hope you are doing ok Sandie x

Posted: Tue Mar 13, 2018 1:27 pm

Hi Sandie it is hard and news of Jago must have bought back the feelings of grief and loss. Hope that you and Doris and finding comfort in each other and I loved the pictures of her at work with you. Do take care of yourself and Doris.

x Barbara and Willow